SEPTEMBER 2025
September was strange. I feel nostalgic about the end of summer, and it weighs heavily on me. One of the first days, we watched Courage the Cowardly Dog on the balcony while eating chips. It has always been my favorite cartoon.
It was also my birthday month!! which strangely didn't make me sad this time.
I received a beautiful Lalaloopsy doll that I keep on my bedside table, and many books that I still have to read.
I spent my days with my friends, and knowing that everyone is now working or going to school makes me feel really lonely, but I'll be going back to work soon too. So I guess that's what adult life is abt, right? But thinking about my birthday, I am truly grateful for how much time we have spent together.
+ My best friends gave me new skates and a BMO backpack!! lov them so muchhh
I also threw a small party, where I had a lot of fun, and the theme was “Just Dance”!!! (We play it all the time)
So, in general, the days have been peaceful. I would have liked to feel well enough to realize it and enjoy them more, to be there and feel present when things happen. But I haven't been well. Too many bad things are in my mind all the time. I know it seems ungrateful, but this is what happens every season change to people like me. So here is my attempt to focus on the peaceful and objective things. The woods, my friends, cakes, the park, my books, my new backpack that everyone likes, the doll next to my bed, my skates that are very fast, and many, many days ahead of me, so many.
WISHLIST
ALBUM OF THE MONTH
DON'T PISS ON ME, I'M ALREADY DEAD - crywank
I spent my days with my friends, and knowing that everyone is now working or going to school makes me feel really lonely, but I'll be going back to work soon too. So I guess that's what adult life is abt, right? But thinking about my birthday, I am truly grateful for how much time we have spent together. 
+ My best friends gave me new skates and a BMO backpack!! lov them so muchhh 
